I'm starting school only at 6pm tomorrow.Quite silly. But i'll still go. I need to get back into the schooling mood. 2 months is a long break. I've lost touch. I've lost the routine of waking up early, squeezing in Bus 27, mugging for test & exams (which i admit i hardly do), rushing through tutorials just the day before but always end up having done none. I've lost touch with the world. I've lost touch with you. It's painful. Really. I try to stop thinking about it, but everything just seem to linger in my mind. It haunts me till today. I hold back my tears everytime i think of you.
I sound a little ambigious here. I don't wish to reveal my true self cause no one would understand. I have to let it go. Be bold, be strong.