Look at the time now, it's 9+ in the morning, and i'm blogging. That's because i skip Cell Biology Lecture. Reason being, number 1, i couldn't get out of bed THAT early, number 2, i dont see a point why i should be attending a lecture in which i have totally no understanding of that subject. Argh! I dont even know what Dr Lim is doing today anyway, probably going through pass year Exam Papers. Later still must rush down for HPI Lect at 11. Another subject that i completely have NO KNOWLEDGE of since the beginning of Chapter 1.Seriously.I've been doing like REAL BADLY for that subject. Maybe i would say, the only paper i passed was the term test, quizzes, tutorials and lab reports were all so screwed up,in that case,even if i were to pass the semesteral exam, i'll still see the supplmentary paper awaiting at my door because i dont think i'll pass the CA component which takes up 60%.....and the main exam is only 40%. Should i even put in the effort to study in the first place?
Yesterday,had Cell B and B mic Lab practical exam.I couldn't see the cells under the microscope! All i saw was a GREY mass of some weird looking cells,when they're suppose to be PINK! What's done cannot be undone. I know i'm bad at microscope.The microscope is going to be my friend for 2 more years. G-R-E-A-T
What else? I got my formal presentation results. I'm glad i did well, but it's just CSAS only. A 2 CU subject. Nothing much to be happy about. I'm suppose to be doing well for the more important core subjects. Always doing well for the wrong things......
If you people have realised, all i do is blog a rant about school because i dont have a life apart from school! Get it? I dont even get to go out on weekends, i dont even have time for myself, i dont even get to do things i enjoy doing. WHAT IS THIS? I know my life is not meant to be like that, but i'm making it so miserable for myself. Don't ask me why.
Silly. Stupid. Foolish. Gross. Retarded.