Firstly, i have to admit that i begin to sense that tinge of loneliness in school. AB 28 is being torn apart as in each of us have gone different routes. My clique (the 6 of us, also have taken different routes, 3 are in BMS and the other 3 in BIO.) So it's like i only get to see them during lectures. Perhaps you all must be thinking, what about all my new tutorial mates. Yes, the whole problem is that i can't seem to blend into that new enviornment because everyone seems to be so click-ish. They all stick with their own group of friends whom they previously know (that's rather common), hence that diffuculty for me to 'fit' into the different cliques. And it's weird when we see each other along the corridors or just see them around in school, we don't even acknowledege each other!!! Not even a word of 'Hi' neither a smile. Don't say i'm dao. Neither would i blame them. But i guess, it'll take us some time to get 'warmed up'.

It's only the third week of school and i'm getting constant announcement of quizzes in the upcoming week. On top of that, we're also having weekly tutorial quizzes for some subjects. I think the lecturers have this sudden craze for quizzes, in which, makes us students go crazy.

Who on earth says that poly life is rather slack/relaxing? I'll shoot you!

And also, i was exchanging sms-es with Vi yesterday, was mentioning how distant i felt from everyone. Everyone's like drifting further and further away. It seems that i've lost touch with my secondary schoolmates somehow or another, though i try to keep myself updated about their lives by reading their blogs or maybe chatting up with them on MSN. But i can only reach out to them virtually. Now, everyone seems to be leading their own individual life, so am i.

Now, there's this constant fear in me that i might even lose my friends? I hope not.