Seems to me that most of my female poly mates have this aspiration to pursue a degree in the field of life science. As for my secondary school friends, some are currently in uni while others i guess are planning to further. And me? I have no plans to further. Not anytime soon, probably not in the next 1 year or so. This total phobia ever since i had to do ridiculous modules in poly which i take no interst in. Am i oblivious to the fact that paper qualification is so important in the current world today? Especially when mine is a Diploma in Biotechnology which seems totally useless because you're made to do "test tube" washing jobs in the labs. Some friends tell me that at least i have music to fall back on. As mentioned "fall back on". It'll only serve as a second option. Moreover i have yet to complete my music diploma. Otherwise, i'm stucked with coaching only lower grade students. I admit i love teaching piano and i can safely say that my passion for music will never die down. But in life, we can't live by the word 'passion' and only indulge in things that we like to do.. If not there's no such word as 'obligation'.

I'm floating in the air, waiting for the wind to take me to a place where i can find hope.